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I fill with hate when I wake up

Where do I go from here?
Seems the paths I've walked alone
have never been worthy to tame me
if only they would confront me
I'd tear down these walls around me
feel content so I can feel
a world a world that was taken from me

It gets worse by the days
feeling revulsion everyday
time is fucking changing me
as my shattered reflection says
to me
so please
kill this
numbness that's inside of me

This place is coming down
and its all that I have left to believe
hate is my only form of company
as I'm at war
with a double personality
my own worse enemy

I feel the blades drive deeper in me
these demons they are bleeding me
(they are fucking bleeding me)
I'll find a way
I'll always find a way
to devour the anxiety that I create

Crawling through the years
I have seen the depths of this world
and it has yet to claim me
you cant be oblivious
or you will never survive in this world
persevere in any state of life
open your eyes
embrace reality

I feel the blades drive deeper in me
these demons they are bleeding me
(they are fucking bleeding me)
I'll find a way
I'll always find a way
to devour the anxiety
that I create

These demons
they are bleeding me
(they are fucking bleeding me)
every time that I wake up
I consume the hate that surrounds me
It's all I feel
It's everyday
until I conquer my surroundings

FUCK!

I feel I'm on my knees
and my life is at stake
drive your blades into me
still you will never fucking claim me

I FILL WITH HATE!

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from Boston Blackout EP, track released July 13, 2015

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