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Blackout
03:06
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I fill with hate when I wake up
Where do I go from here?
Seems the paths I've walked alone
have never been worthy to tame me
if only they would confront me
I'd tear down these walls around me
feel content so I can feel
a world a world that was taken from me
It gets worse by the days
feeling revulsion everyday
time is fucking changing me
as my shattered reflection says
to me
so please
kill this
numbness that's inside of me
This place is coming down
and its all that I have left to believe
hate is my only form of company
as I'm at war
with a double personality
my own worse enemy
I feel the blades drive deeper in me
these demons they are bleeding me
(they are fucking bleeding me)
I'll find a way
I'll always find a way
to devour the anxiety that I create
Crawling through the years
I have seen the depths of this world
and it has yet to claim me
you cant be oblivious
or you will never survive in this world
persevere in any state of life
open your eyes
embrace reality
I feel the blades drive deeper in me
these demons they are bleeding me
(they are fucking bleeding me)
I'll find a way
I'll always find a way
to devour the anxiety
that I create
These demons
they are bleeding me
(they are fucking bleeding me)
every time that I wake up
I consume the hate that surrounds me
It's all I feel
It's everyday
until I conquer my surroundings
FUCK!
I feel I'm on my knees
and my life is at stake
drive your blades into me
still you will never fucking claim me
I FILL WITH HATE!
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2. |
Jakarta
02:36
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Your demise comes closer
with every fucking step that I take
it's my instincts that thrive
and they want your life
you fucked up
This taste for violence
this boundless cycle of hatred
you triggered a war
I wont let it end
as you drown
in an endless
flood of despise
You fucked up
Now preach your threats when you are in my reach
You may have fooled your surroundings
but you don't mean
shit to me
still you run my name
with threats
I've held so fucking close
there's no way out
for you have crossed the fucking line!
I decide the path you pursue
for your future lies in the
palm of my hands
Coward
You should have never crossed me
you've spent your life playing weak minds
best pray to god
if you think you'll play that game with me
I want your life
I wreck your life motherfucker
then you'll know how it feels
I wont stop until your in a place
where you wont return
Coward
You should have never crossed me
you've spent your life playing weak minds
best pray to god
if you think you'll play that game with me
I want your life
Wreck your life motherfucker
then you'll know how it feels
Your future is in my hands
Coward
You should have never crossed me
you've spent your life playing weak minds
best pray to god
if you think you'll play that game with me
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Now rise up
I fell to my knees
when the ground caved beneath my feet
confronting constant lows
with my eyes blinded by darkness around me
I felt washed up
just a fuck up
silent cries for help
escape into the emptiness
As I stare deep in the face of hell
my world comes down
my hands are tied
so relentless
caught off guard from this
yet I learn from this
Days go past it gets harder to breathe
chasing dreams
but its getting harder to see
to this day I still stand my ground
and I'll never fucking waver from this
So let it begin
I've lost my place
and I will revive it
Rise up
show this world
something it will not break
Where has everybody gone in my life
where is the serenity in my life
tear out the roots
reveal what's fucking true
Reveal the truth
As I stare
deep in the face of hell
my world comes down
my hands are tied
so relentless
caught off guard from this
yet I learn from this
Days go past it gets harder to breathe
chasing dreams
but its getting harder to see
to this day I still stand my ground
and I'll never fucking waver from this
So relentless
caught off guard from this
yet I learn from this
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4. |
Killing Time
04:12
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We're all weighed down
without solid ground
adversity is guaranteed
we're all just killing time
waiting on death
I feel my future is burning
What does it take to trigger insanity
how much more can I take
show me the outcome and I'll spit in its face
as I adapt to this way of life
Unleash complete destruction
in a world filled with parasites
never sell myself to greed
in this circle of shit
My minds constantly screaming the word
Prevail
Prevail!
Exit the light as life comes off the tracks
confront the face of hell
in this obscurity
darkness lives by my side
spill the blood of success
then unleash redemption
another failed attempt
to obliterate me
My eyes are filled with violence!
In this obscurity
I feel so fucking alive
forever imprisoned
in this gutless atmosphere
I could turn your dream into a nightmare
in the blink of an eye
screams are unheard as I grab your world
by its fucking throat
as nightmares turn into reality
sanity hangs by a thread
this level of revulsion is fucking intense
As it is welcomed
like a breath of fresh air
Embrace rings of hate
unleash destruction
spill the blood of Success
then unleash redemption
I'm losing my fucking mind
Anger and I
will collide
I'm out of my fucking mind
open the gates so I feel alive
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5. |
Burn
02:40
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To me you're just living proof
as karma delivers the beating
I watched your tracks as I looked back
a silent revenge
the belief was all I had
In a one sided war with time
I thought I'd never get out
constantly asking myself
did I have what it takes
to get myself right back here
I fucking love it
how it all swings back around
the feeling I get
when I see you burn
In your own defeat
count the seconds as faith slips far from reach
in your own defeat
self-loathing is your only outlet
in the middle of fucking nowhere
overwhelmed every time that you open your eyes
with the strength that I've gained
I break away from here
Look at you know
you thought you sealed my fate
looking back at a time
where you crushed my pride
theres no stopping me now for what I foresee
I fucking love it
how it all swings back around
the feeling I get
when I see you burn
In your own defeat
count the seconds as faith slips far from reach
in your own defeat
self-loathing is your only outlet
in the middle of fucking nowhere
You're at fault
you're dead to me
you'll get zero sympathy from me
Count the seconds
Burn in self-destruction
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6. |
Equalizer
03:22
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Mindset!
Looking back at a past
I feel nothing at all
in time you'll know what was meant to be
through a process where nothing looks up
here take another stab at me
Body and mind I need to separate
or is it more time I need to kill
(need to kill)
separate from my mind
(need to kill)
time is up
(Breathe out)
breathe out when confronting the mirror
if you said you knew me I'd call you a liar
(Breathe out)
breathe out when confronting the mirror
This is everyday
Never turn the blind eye
cause friends they can really be the enemy
will there ever be trust again
can we reset
erase it all
when the damage is done
Remain sleepless
empty nights
parasites
take over what is no longer mine
these murderers linger in the back of my mind
Return the world
(Return the world)
that was stolen from me
(Return the world)
in a second I can be
feeling content to resenting
everything and everyone
that surrounds me
Hold me down
yet you still
struggle to take me out
of the picture
now evils in my reflection
If you said that you knew me
I would call you a liar
I walk the darkest roads
trying to find myself
I've seen the strongest fall
oblivious to reality's call
Such a small price for sanity
This disease spreads dramatically
(Breathe out)
breathe out when confronting the mirror
if you said you knew me I'd call you a liar
(Breathe out)
breathe out when confronting the mirror
This life's a prison, it's everyday
(Breathe out)
breathe out when confronting the mirror
if you said you knew me I'd call you a liar
(Breathe out)
breathe out when confronting the mirror
This is everyday
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